do i need a reason ...

salam....bersawang dah ek?..he..he...
so..i guess..i need to start it all over again..again???
there u go...ha..ha...

30.11.2011

setahun pemergian arwah abg yazid...
sekejap jer rasanyer...tp kesedihan itu masih ada..
u can see 'him'  through everiting...
we never put down his picture from the wall...
do we have too?

al-fatihah utk arwah..tenanglah disana..Insyallah..
we still miz u...so much...

bulan ni mcm2 'big event' ade..Insyallah...
talk bout that later yar'...he..he...

adam fahim sudah berjalan..ehh..ehh..berlari occay..
penat ummi kejar sayang..feveret place..toilet...
ya ampun...tolong adam..dangerous okey...

last weekend busy dgn sukan...
mcm lar pandai sangat tp dah orang ajak..
main jerlah labu..he..he...tp kalo dpt no 2..
occay lar tukan..fun..really fun..!!!
shud try this again next year...

next weekend pun dah banyak  planning..
insyallah...gambang waterpark..
kalo jadi pergi..nati akan di update..

juz luv to be me... Alhamdulillah... :) adawiyyah...

i love to read...

obviously..saya memang suke membaca..
sampai en nik kate..over..bace buku pun boleh nangis..
tu maknenye  abg..it's touching lar.. :)

tp ade certain buku..yg memang bagi impact..
seriously...yang menyejukkan hati ..he..he..

i need  time & space for myself...
so..i get it through reading...


   aA + bB ~ Hlovate

cerita yang berbeza..luv this scenery...tp part yang paling suke..
time addin & benz lost their baby..mcamane dieorg faced the situation..
x de kene mengena pun..cume apa yang benz kate kat addin realized me..
that anak itu urusan ALLAH...kite hanya perlu berusaha & bersabar...
already know actually..tp gtulah..kalo org x rase..x faham..kan..kann..???
kite ok lar kot..tp kalo people around always asking...ssooo tired!!!
tapi skarang Alhamdulillah...thanks Ya Allah..atas segala kurniaan mu..
that little Nik Adam Fahim...so Wonderful.. Alhamdulillah...
semoga jadi anak yang beriman & soleh Adam.. Insyallah...


    Baju Melayu Hijau Serindit ~ Syud

syud...u'r so amazing...saye sangat sukekan anda!!..really mean it!!
citer sangat simple..tp memang berkesan.."vocab u comel2'..oucchhh!!

     Jaja & Din ~ Noor Suraya


citer ni sangat tacing!!.. kalo citer ni betul..i'm very salute that jaja..
jaja memang sangat berani..u never know how love can change people..
i knew jaja & din..in reality world..not that jaja & din in the story lar..
citer berbeza...tp someday..Insyallah..i hope kak jaja & abg din..
will be together again.. Amin...

..occay..abis preview  pasal novel..kiter sambung balik ek..






~ mcm promote bulan bahasa kebangsaan jerkan..he..he..

new look..

sukakan new look ini..
lagi suke sebab ade org lain bace my story..
tq sya! :)

saya rindukan semua org....

miz @ old skoll...


ape yg aku malas sangat nie..sengal sungguh lar..
he..he..maafkan tuk diri saya sendiri..ampun!!!

kalo bace blog org..mcm2 idea datang..
tp time tuk diri sendiri..hampeh jer..
but absolutely..luv to read all the blogs...
sukakan blog sya..sebab santai..leh tgk aktiviti aliya..
kami ni jarang jumpe..opis je sebelah..
trukkan..tp saya faham..masing2 sibuk2..he..he..
puan sya lagi sibuk skarang..i'm hepi for her... :)

blog hanie....comel sungguh adrianna..
bile lah leh jumpa...adorable!! :)
miz u hanie...miz all the old time together..he..he..

intan..she's like my another sis...
rindu lar kat aisyah..x pernah pun jumpa die..
trukkan aunty adda nie..dun wori..
Insyallah..nati kite wat gathering.. :)

love story @ july

boleh ke citer bulan julai..kiter cite time bln ogos..ok jelah ek.. ?

he..he... :)

~ cerita cinta 1 @ julai...

we have been married for 4 years..sekejap jerkan..

tup..tup..adam fahim dah ade same dlm citer tahun nie..

sangat2 bersyukur dgn semua rezeki yang ALLAH bagi...

time kasih YA ALLAH... :)

thanks en nik ahmad rizal..for being with me..

through the hard also the wonderful time in our life..

too many words to say to you..

like I LOVE U DEAR...

for the rest of my life.. Insyallah...

semoga ALLAH mempermudahkan perjalanan hidup kiter...

~ cerita cinta 2 @ julai...

my little sister have been engaged.. (kecik lagi ek dik ?)

tahniah dear!..knowing that u will be with someone that u love..

we're really happy for that..

love u both..adik & kak na...

my heart..my soul..my world....

dahlar tu kot..nati sambung balik citer cinte nie ek..

he..he..

i'm back...

blog x update sampai sebulan..memang malas lar tue..

no xcuse..he..he..got lot things & story to share...

Insyallah..will be post so soon... :)

tido dulu..salam... :)

~ minggu yang memenatkan ~

kenape penat???... sebab saye banyak berjalan2..he..he..

nah..ambik ngko..sape suruh jalan..pahtu komplenkan..

padan muke aku

actullay x lar penat sangat..ai je yg malas.. :)

jumaat blk umah my MIL..tolong hantarkan family abg jie ke airport..

kak nor nak konvo..plus abg jie ade kursus..

congrat's kak nor !! (^_^)

x tido sane sebab umah tgh beki..jgn tanyer knape occay...

ai pun x tahu..ade org nak kawin kot...teettttttt!!!!!

sabtu..my sis balik dr kelang..bukan kajang..

sorry dear jannah..salah type aritu..

kami ade tetamu...jgn tanyer jugak knape..

yg tu nati update..Insyallah bulan depan yer..he..he..

thari tu gi kenduri..sangat meriah..ramai org..

love the kaler..the people..the t shirt that the crew wearing..( budak2 yg tolong buat kerja)..sangat boleh diharap yer...tp x love the pengantin..sebab x kenal..hampeh!!

ahad.. kami cuti..sebab TERENGGANU menang PIALA FA & JOHAN SUKMA ...

sangat2 lar berbangga...PETEH GANU PETEH!!!!

so..plannyer ke bandar..means kuala terengganu lar tu..

kami ke kamdar...mak nak beli langsir..baju raye tuk tok wan..

carikan sutera tuk adik..die beli tp mcm x puah ati..

apsal pulak??....sendiri tanyer lar..he..he..

having nasi air kat pasar payang..HEAVEN!!!

pastu ALAS PERUT DGN CONEY DOG A&W....

YA AMPUN...sedat bangat!!!!!

terus pengsan..adam 3 kali pengsan occay...

die bestlar..asik org tolak jer..dukung...

nasib baik  adam behave..thanks sayang!

muahhhahahah...

 ~ i love the day..walaupun penat.. :) ~

: en nik..thank you for the ride..layankan pompuan yg menceceh nie..

big hugs & kizz....

dah lame x update...knapekah??

salam semua..ececee..mcm ade org jer bace blog yg dah bersawang nikan..
ya ampun..memang malas yg teramat sangat..plus..x dok idea nak tulis...
maybe idea ade tp dunno how to impress..chewah..berlagak pulak aku..hik..hik...

nak citer pasal ape ek??.. eemmm....

1 ~ KEJE

Ya ALLAH...saye memang malas sekarang..i thought...banyak keje yg tertangguh..
why?? please dun ask me why...cume rasenye..jiwa mcm x sampai nak buat keje..



terukkan...mcm makan gaji bute jer aku nie...but seriously...mood x sampai...

2 ~ ADAM FAHIM...

He will make my day!!!  really...dah masuk 9 bulan..jap jerkan...
dah pandai merangkak..laju pulak tue..sapa x ter kejar...
ummi die pulok pesen malas.. penat occay..hik2...
slalu terpikir..mcmane lar mak jage adam hari2..sian mak..
tu pasal slalu tanyer mak..mak penat x..mak kate x per..
sorang je...amboi..jgn eksen sudah ek damdam.... +__+

3 ~ LIFE....

Alhamdulillah..so far occay...x de yg teruk2 sangat...
masalah?.. mesti ade tp everiting have solution kan...
so..so far so good maaaa....he..he...

for the last 2 weeks..banyak attend wedding..sedara plus kawan2 old skool...
tahniah huda..erman mude..kak lia...faizii... semoga diberkati sehingga ke akhir hayat..AMIN!

mesti borinkan bace..sori..x de idea...mcm stuck in the middle jer aku nie...
tgh mengisi mase yg agak x terluang..tp buat2 terluang...sambil dgr lagu...
150 juta kali..fynn jamal..salute u dear! .. sayer kalo dgr 150 juta kali pun..kompen x borink..
best wwwooooooooooo!!!!!!!

: suke bace blog hanis zalikha sebab she's so wonderful...plus beauty with brain..thumbs up dear!

khamis yg memenatkan..

salam...

kita pose arini..jadi penat sket..hik..hik..

x de citer best... cume Alhamdulillah..dapat ganti puasa..

kene marathon pasni..takut x dan...

ada...ada...lenkali kene ganti awal yeq...Insyallah...

oh..sayer ade sumting to share...

my lovely hlovate dah produce new novel..

can't wait to read it...

jangan tertipu..novel ni se jer..tapi buat due cover..

smartkan... +__+

 this is for fendi..

this is for ku

sayer dah ade bahan bacaan for this months..

wordLEss WedNESday

jalan-jalan @ shah alam..

 salam buat semua... +__+


dah lame x update blog..x dan plus malas..he..he..
so..nak citer pasal trip ke shah alam..
1st time in our life..jalan2 kat adik @ shah alam tapi x gi pun ke kl..
he..he..sebab adik duk kat kajang..kami x gi doh ke kl..
plus nothing much to do..kalo nak shoping pun..jj sini pun dah cukup besh..


so..kami ke ikea..memang niat nak carikan adam kusi makan...
finally got it..walaupun asalnyer nok yg biase2 ajer..
selepas ditapis oleh "bahagian keselamatan cucunyer"...he..he..
we have to buy yg mahal sket..tapi sebab adam..ummi ngan ayah x kesah ...
* ayat dalam tekak..hik..hik...*


so..untuk en nik..die beli kemeja keje..wah2..
untuk puan ada..x dee?????? mesti x cayekan..
tapi memang btul..ade yg kenan tp x der saiz..hampeh!
so finally..sayer cume beli cardigan...kaler itam...memang nak dr lamer
* en nik kate..kalo setakat nie..kat kole berang ader *
wah2..mengate kiter pulak..


tp honestly...this trip memang best...
seme ade even tok wan yg x brape larat pun kami angkut..he..he..
kak na looks gud.. Alhamdulillah....mak & ayah hepi...
also si kecil damdam..mujur x meragam dalam kete..
sayer pun memang hepi...
Terima kasih Ya ALLAH...atas segala rahmat mu...
ALHAMDULILLAH...


ok..got to go now..sila layan gambar2 di bawah...

 adam & wan..

 comei..

 ummi sayang adam

 we luv each other..

 keluarge kesayangan saya..

sista to sista..we luv each other..

 adam & ayah..

wan & ki..kesayangan adam..

wordLESS wednesDAY part 1

nik adam fahim..

tetibe rase cepat jer mase berlalu..adam fahim dah nak besar..rugi rase sebab most of the time..x der ngan die..tgk die dapat wat macam-macam..

1st time..we saw adam..after almost 3 years waiting.. ALLAH makbulkan doakan kami..to have a baby..

 semua org cakap..adam got my eyes.. ye ke?? +__+

 adam selalu temankan ayah & ummi makan2..



 bulatkan???

 adam got kopiah arwah pak long..



he looks so smallkan ..he..he..



adam sayang ummi.. he's grow up now!

hepi buffday to myself +__+

Assalamualaikum.... +__+

semalam hari lahir kite..yang ke..????

hik..hik...mestilah yg ke 29..suke..suke..

x pernah rase x suke time b'day even we're going to be older..

lar..dah mestilah semakin tuakan..kalo nak besh sket..mature..

he..he..matured ke??? noo.noo...

Terima Kasih YA ALLAH..

atas segala limpah & kurnia mu..

atas segala kebahagiaan & kesedihan..

yg sebenarnya menjadikan kami semakin kuat..

dalam menempuhi mase-mase mendatang...

Terima Kasih YA ALLAH..

memberikan kami kehidupan yang terbaik ini...

sesungguhnya aku terlalu bersyukur diatas segalanya..

Terima Kasih YA ALLAH..

memberikan aku peluang untuk masih lg merasa nikmat hidup ini..

semoga ia akan menjadikan kami lebih baik..di dunia & akhirat..

semoga kami semua tergolong dalam golongan orang2 yg beriman..

AMIN....

syahdunye...bile rase masih lagi x melakukan yg sebaiknya dalam hidup ini..

still lg koya...*org teganu kate..*...moga ALLAH memberikan lagi peluang..

dalam hidup ini untuk berubah..

so..dah boleh citer pasal birthday sayer...

suke2...thanks a lot for the family..

who's support me for almost of the time..

en nik kesayangan..who let his shoulder to cry on..

anda semangat sayer...! u shud knew it....

mak & ayah..life is hard..tapi kite ada semua..

terima kasih sebab membesarkan adda..

menjadikan ada manusia sebaik ini...

kak na...semangat anda menjadikan saya kuat! ..

big hug & kiz for u...!!!

adik...teman untuk berbicara..berbincang...

tq so much!! u'r most the strongest person in this family..

adam fahim ummi...adam menjadikan ummi matang..

kekuatan ummi...make our world bersinar-sinar...

*sunshine of the family* muaxx..... +__+

birthday gift x dapat lg..tgu dr en nik..jeng2..

nati citer mula ek..he..he...

so..saye tunjuk pic kek yg en nik blanjer..nyumm.nyumm..tq dear!

marble cheese..my feveret !

 

strawberry marshmallow cheese..yg ni saje nak test..not bad!

~ life is so wonderful...

lamer x jenguk blog sayer... +__+

fuh..fuh...dah bersawang rupenyer..
puan adda memang agak malas..
ditanbah dengan beban keje yg amat banyak..
ntah nape skarang mcm x produktif je bhgn keje..
borink..borink..nobody said that i'm not doing my job..
just myself knew it... * macamane rezeki nak berkatkan *
aiseh.... Ampun Ya ALLAH...hamba mu ini cuai dlm kehidupannye...

citer utama...baby adam x sehat...through this week..
bukan lar demam panas memanjang..tp on off...
tu yg wat kite lg tensen tu..pity my boy...
other than that...he is aktif as usual..bab2 yondol tu bagi je kat die..
dari kanan ke kiri..depan belakang..seme die sapu bersih..
kalo kene kite..geli ok..bab2 mkn dan minum susu pun still ok..
yg tu x de masalah.. Alhamdulillah... +__+ terima kasih YA ALLAH..
so he got the antibiotik n the paracetamol..hopefully seme ok..

our life is same as usual...mood holiday will be coming next month..
due to che su adam yg kene induksi another  2 weeks..
che su kate..eleh..die x gi induksi pun..x mari gok..he..he..sori babe..
venue x th lg..tp yg pasti ke kl dl..pastu another plan will be comes..
beshnyer ! +__+ x sabar nak gi jalan jauh..tp tunggu adam dah besar sket..
biar dia tahu jalan n knew things..mesti lg sronot..he..he..
ummi sayang adamm muuuaaaxx!!! :)

adam & wan.. he love to eat! nyumm..nyum..

he luv to minum susu jugak..like !

 ~ biler mood saye berkurang...~

1) entry yg x bestkan..he..he..
ntah nape..memang totally zero..
rindukan diri saye yg 'agak rajin bekeje'.. +__+
oh adda..wake up!!!

2) mood makan... +__+ * like 10 kali..he..he...
tgk macaroon... besh giler! * 1st saw it in http://wonder-wife.blogspot.com/
sangat2 menarik..teruja nak try...pahtu tgk dlm my bbf blog..http://sha-zlan.blogspot.com
oouuchhh....! :) saye akan try ..beli online..pahtu kalo turun kl..saye akan gi carik..
no wonder mcm xcited giler..sebab trg takde.. neve mind... +__+ *like trg!

3) pasal ape entry adam lambat..he..he..truk tul ummi nie..
he..he..x lar.. damdam masih lg batuk tp x demam dah..
aktif...kalo tido tu..seme tempat die nak pusing..
ade 1 kali tu..sampai kat kaki kami..adam..adam... :)

p/s: tuk diri sendiri..dapatkan macaroon... +__+ faster..faster... !

Adam Fahim x sehat....

entry memang selalunye cite pasal adam...adam suke wat itu..adam suke wat ini..
huk..huk..arini citer pasal adam yg x sehat.. *ummi sangat2 susah hati*

citernye ari rabu br ni blk time lunch..adam baring..
sambil tgk ummi die..x senyum pun..mcm blur jew..
ummi tegurlar..wat2 muke sket..n he's laughing..
balik ptg tu..adam ok lg..time mlm tu..badan die panas..
die x menangis..just merengek2..plus ngan idung tersumbat..
pagi kamis tu kami gi klinik..doctor cek2..adam demam + seseme jer..
Insyallah baik nati..jumaat demam sket2..sabtu pun same..
cume malam td agak teruk sebab plus ngan batuk.
babykan..mane lar die tahu nak kontrol  time batuk ngan seseme..
sian pulok..skali dgn mate2 merah..td makan ubat dah..
Insyallah seme ok.. ummi doakan utk adam tau...

Muax!!! ummi sangat sayangkan adam.. +___+ 

YA ALLAH.. semoga Engkau mempermudahkan perjalanan hidup kami..
semoga Adam Fahim cepat sembuh & dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik..
Insyallah...

kak na...ooo...kak na... +_____+

sayer : kak na..tefon mane..nak pinjam jap..tfn adik..prepaid x dok ar..
kak na: gune prepaid lg????? * sambil wat muke kerang bucuk*

kak na yang hampeh.... +____+

moral : will change to postpaid ... ouuccchhh ! :)

nak citer ape ek...

mula dengan citer...

1) tsunami kat jepun..

sangat2 menakutkan sebab ia memang tak dijangka..
x tahu lar macamane org2 kat sana nak face this situation..
mase ni lar rase keciknyer diri..mulalar ingat segala dosa..
yang besar..yang kecik...YA ALLAH..ampunkan segala dosa2 kami..

moral : peringatan untuk diri sendiri..

2) ADAM FAHIM

Ni citer yg paling saye saye suke share...adam fahim is growing up...
rindu kat adam sokmo..rase nak peluk2 sokmo...muahxxx!!! :)
adam dah mule pandai wat bunyi..like.. "grrr"..lapar ek sayang? +_____+
pah wat bunyi tue..siap senyum2 sorang..aduh...geram ummi tau..

moral : adam tunggu stroller dr che su * LIKE 10 X

i'm in luv ! :)

WHAT A WORDS

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

~ CHRIS MEDINA.. ~ :p

adam turns 6 months today!

my dear adam already 6 months...
u'r angel of my heart dear..
neve expected that my life will be more merrier ..
with u by my side...

love & hugs.... ummi... :)

ummi sangat suke dengan mate yg comei itu !!!!!!! muahx!

adam & foods..

cerelac..mule2 adam mcm x suke..sokmo tolok dengan lidah time suap..
skarang dah ok..mgkn sebab manis sket kot..we put cerelac + anmum milk..
nyum..nyum...congrat's dear!

adah pun dah panda mecok ler nie..especially kalo lambat suap cerelac..
amboi..amboi...lawan tokey ek? tapi sebab adam feveret ..
all your's lar dear..he..he..

ummi &  ayah love u!

biler baby adam dah boleh...

meniarap...seme tempat die nak berguling..ummi takut sakit je sayang..
tile tukan keras... plus..ummi x larat nak kejor2 sokmo..he..he..

make some weird face...ummi ngan ayah mcm.. " adam sakit mulut ek "..
apekah??? ..n dr. ana say..'tu satu dr perkembangan baby lar..biler die panda
wat muke gtu..die akan wat sokmo lar'...oooooooooooo............*terlopong jap*..
en nik : mujur kite x bawak g intan kan yunk.. he..he.. sorry adam buchuk.. :)

wat bunyi2..skali dengan ayaq liur keluor..adam nie..x comei lar gtu..
nati aliya rejectkan..he..he.. *takpe sayang..sembur baju ummi sokmo pun takpe*

adam make my life superb!!

rase nak peluk kak na...
nak wi tahu yg semua akan ok..Insyallah..
Allah akan tolong umatnya yg berusaha untuk membantu diri sendiri..

*selalu peluk adambi..he's my faveret man..after en nik & ayah...he..he..* 

wat a day...

another day....

memulakan hari dgn agak berjaya..
siapkan keje yang betimbun..adergh...
ada...x baik mengeluh..
kejekan satu ibadat... :)
Alhamdulillah....

balik umah..cium cayang bucuk adam..
anak ummi nie.. :) wat kite rindu jer..

malam..anta ayah ke klinik..
cian ayah..asma agak teruk..
sedut skali kat klinik dr hafiz..
again kat hospital..br lega.. Alhamdulillah...
leh tido lena..leh dukung adam.. *wink*

u'r juz gud as u'r...

" I'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life, the way I want to." 

baru jer mula...

this is the beginning...

baru nak start..perlukan udara segar..fuhhh!!!
:) semoga Allah memberkati perjalanan hidup ini..
siapa kite nak tentukan ape yg terjadi..
love all the guds & bads..
love my family...ayah..mak..en nik..adam fahim comei..k na..adik..arwah abg yazid..